On 24th December was Her Anniversary, That was The Day When She Saw Him First Time !! Everyone Has Different Ways Of Celebrating This Special Day And She Selected To Celebrate It By Getting Her Poem Published On Stolen Moments, He was not with her that day So She Decided To Celebrate it Alone By Sharing Her Pain With You All By Narrating Her Love Story As A Poem "Can't Express My Love For Him".
If You Are not A poet, you can still write a beautiful poem if you carry that pain of missing your love in your heart, I will not disclose anything that is written in this poem Story so that you loose the interest but i will like to tell you Nikita sent her poem to us and asked us to publish it on this special day of her life 24th December. She loves Robin a Lot and you will too know it after reading her story !!
♥ ROBIN + NIKITA = RONIK ♥
Can't Express My Love For Him
Its my story and I don't know how to write,
Never thought it would be so difficult to describe my life...
A simple girl living with simple trends,
With Love nothing more than family and friends...
Let me go Six yrs back,
And unfold the memories assembled in racks...
First time I saw him I felt something nice,
Didn't bother to know the reason behind...
Soon i realized a pair of eyes
looking at me from a distant site,
And i didn't know it was Love at first site...
Everything was strange,
We kept looking at each other with an amazing gaze...
Suddenly father planned a family outing,
My family, his family as if those were the signals we were getting...
24 December, the day we moved on for the most amazing trip,
First time we talked with indirect instincts...
And at the Christmas night i first felt his vibes,
Our first handshake was a delightful flight...
With the exchange of numbers among the parents we began to fight,
Both had no cell phones still the treasure was infinite...
No long long talks, no whole day messaging,
Just a couple of missed calls ohh !! what a delight...
With in a year we became the best of friends,
The loneliness of my life had flew away with the entry of first and
only guy, my first best friend....
One day got to know that he liked a girl of his class,
I wasn't sad As i didn't know i was in love from the very first glance...
I had to help him because i was a friend,
Soon they were a couple for a very few days...
They broke off because it was not Love,
Just a mere crush was taken as Love...
We had a fight over the issue,
But soon it was over and we got through...
Than that day came which changed my life,
He said those three words...
I somehow refused saying that its not possible,
Parents won't agree...
My best friend was hurt,
And i lost my friendship because of this Love... :(
No talks, no messages for two long days,
It was then i realized i was so much in Love...
I couldn't resist myself and agreed the 3rd day,
My best friend was happy and we were a couple the very next day... :D
Love and friendship it was an amazing bond,
Walking miles together, long long talks , waiting for hours to see
each other from far off ends…
But I could no longer be happy with a tragic news,
He met an accident which shook us all
as he did not open his eyes for two long days…
Me outside, my Love inside the ICU hall,
I couldn't cry, I couldn't talk
coz I was a mere friend in front of all… :’(
But our prayers made it fall,
Because God can’t do this to us all…
He opened his eyes and it was the most delighting time,
Though he was in a trauma,
he couldn't see clearly through his eye…
He Cried holding my hand very tight,
Those were the words he said at that time
"I Cannot see you Janu, Please don’t leave me”… :’(
Tears rolled down from both our eyes,
But I was there for him all the time…
We fraught through the worse,
And once again Love was in the air and
Then after three years the day came,
He had to go for achieving his aim…
Can’t express what was happening to us both,
Oh My God !! it was scary to let him go…
We both cried, we both made each other laugh,
But he had to go and it was too hard…
Love has no limits and he proved that true,
He loved me more and I loved him too…
He said to his friends that I’m his life,
And my friends knew how hard I cried…
I missed him a lot,
But what kept me strong was that he missed me too…
He was alone there with his family here,
I had to be there for him always
because my Love was at an awkward stage…
Somehow we managed to meet twice a year,
Which was very less as compared to the previous year… :’(
I Love him so much I don’t know why,
But couldn't let him go every time I had to say bye…
Why can’t I be with him? I always used to wonder,
But couldn't ask him and make him sad causing a blunder…
Then his family also moved away,
My hopes of him coming to me began to shake…
But he came to meet me,
Because it was pure pure love…
Marriage, kids everything was planned,
We lived in dreams for those amazing five years…
But his family got to know about us,
And our dreams shattered…
They were not ready,
And my Love was unhappy…
I stood by his side,
And still made him smile…
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I never pressurized for any demands,
Because I knew he loved me too…
Then it was decided if we can’t be together,
We won’t marry anyone else…
Again we were together,
Hoping for a happy ending….
But slowly slowly things were changing,
He was changing and I didn't realize,
Because I was so much into him that
I couldn't see the reasons behind…
He couldn't stand his loneliness and a girl entered his life,
I didn't know this and I never realized…
We were so happy with our Love,
Then why did this happen to me and him…?
I kept loving him and he loved me too,
But he loved her and she loved him too…
I did not know about her until he confessed last year,
He was crying excepting his mistake,
And I was crying searching for my mistakes… :’(
I couldn't see him that way,
So asked him to forget what happened and smile again…
I didn't know he wanted to forget me nor her,
I had already lost him to her… :’(
Hard to believe even today,
But I Love him more as each day passes away…
I tried everything but no results at all,
He was so much into her that my Love felt small…
I was left alone, I lost my Love, I lost my best friend,
But with his memories, His messages of those Five years
that I have written in my diaries and with his pics I made my new life…
I remembered those words that he once said-
“ I can’t see you janu, please don’t leave me”,
I tried the same, I told him-
“ I cannot live without U jana, Plz don’t leave me”…
But there was no reply, no phone calls,
No messages and no missed calls…
My life was sinking,
And I had no idea how to keep myself waking…
I couldn't see him, I couldn’t hear his voice for months that passed,
And loneliness stood at my part…
I couldn't keep myself away from him,
And tried so many things to be with him…
I called him from different numbers to hear his hello,
Made different accounts to still stay in touch…
Nothing worked out as he came to know everything,
And with in a year I lived every horrible thing…
One day I got a call from him when I was at the lowest,
He was crying, apologizing and
I was smiling and making him feel his best…
He then told me that they broke off and
I didn't know how to react,
Whether to be happy or to to be sad…
My Love was unhappy and for a while we again became the best of friends…
With pain in his voice he confessed the most painful truth to me,
He loved her just like I loved him and
I was shattered hearing my Love saying this to me…
But I couldn't show my emptiness inside,
And being a best friend I assured him that I’ll make it fine…
I felt like a fool but as a best friend I had to do it,
I made him and his girlfriend understand to value there relationship
As I have lost my everything for it…
As a result they were together again,
And I was back to my world with a severe heart break…
I never knew I could be this strong to make some girl love my life,
But Love is amazing though it hits you hard but you can’t hate the one
you Love like your life…
They still fight, they have break ups,
Because he really loved me and expects Me from her…
The tragedy of my life is,
My guy is expecting Me from someone else…
He can’t come back to me due to family pressures
And can’t go to her because she is not Me,
Sometimes it is so difficult to understand the reality…
I have saved my number by his name,
And I talk to myself on his name…
Whenever I want to see him I just look into the mirror,
Because he once said my eyes are his mirror…
I hug my bag And sleep at night,
Because he used to carry it on his shoulders whenever by my side…
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to say,
Just waiting for him and will wait till my last day…
Because I Love him and he Loved me too,
Because hez my life and he once said I’m his life too…
Because I can’t see him regret all alone…
Because I promised him I will stay by his side…
Because Love is eternal, it can’t be defined…
Love is not about loving someone till they love You,
Its about Loving without limitation,
expectation and Without any condition…
I Love You shona and I will there for you till the end,
Missing you more than anyone else… :’(
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