We were so happy with our Love,
Then why did this happen to me and him…?
I kept loving him and he loved me too,
But he loved her and she loved him too…
I did not know about her until he confessed last year,
He was crying excepting his mistake,
And I was crying searching for my mistakes… :’(
I couldn't see him that way,
So asked him to forget what happened and smile again…
I didn't know he wanted to forget me nor her,
I had already lost him to her… :’(
Hard to believe even today,
But I Love him more as each day passes away…
I tried everything but no results at all,
He was so much into her that my Love felt small…
I was left alone, I lost my Love, I lost my best friend,
But with his memories, His messages of those Five years
that I have written in my diaries and with his pics I made my new life…
I remembered those words that he once said-
“ I can’t see you janu, please don’t leave me”,
I tried the same, I told him-
“ I cannot live without U jana, Plz don’t leave me”…
But there was no reply, no phone calls,
No messages and no missed calls…
My life was sinking,
And I had no idea how to keep myself waking…
I couldn't see him, I couldn’t hear his voice for months that passed,
And loneliness stood at my part…
I couldn't keep myself away from him,
And tried so many things to be with him…
I called him from different numbers to hear his hello,
Made different accounts to still stay in touch…
Nothing worked out as he came to know everything,
And with in a year I lived every horrible thing…
One day I got a call from him when I was at the lowest,
He was crying, apologizing and
I was smiling and making him feel his best…
He then told me that they broke off and
I didn't know how to react,
Whether to be happy or to to be sad…
My Love was unhappy and for a while we again became the best of friends…
With pain in his voice he confessed the most painful truth to me,
He loved her just like I loved him and
I was shattered hearing my Love saying this to me…
But I couldn't show my emptiness inside,
And being a best friend I assured him that I’ll make it fine…
I felt like a fool but as a best friend I had to do it,
I made him and his girlfriend understand to value there relationship
As I have lost my everything for it…
As a result they were together again,
And I was back to my world with a severe heart break…
I never knew I could be this strong to make some girl love my life,
But Love is amazing though it hits you hard but you can’t hate the one
you Love like your life…
They still fight, they have break ups,
Because he really loved me and expects Me from her…
The tragedy of my life is,
My guy is expecting Me from someone else…
He can’t come back to me due to family pressures
And can’t go to her because she is not Me,
Sometimes it is so difficult to understand the reality…
I have saved my number by his name,
And I talk to myself on his name…
Whenever I want to see him I just look into the mirror,
Because he once said my eyes are his mirror…
I hug my bag And sleep at night,
Because he used to carry it on his shoulders whenever by my side…
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to say,
Just waiting for him and will wait till my last day…
Because I Love him and he Loved me too,
Because hez my life and he once said I’m his life too…
Because I can’t see him regret all alone…
Because I promised him I will stay by his side…
Because Love is eternal, it can’t be defined…
Love is not about loving someone till they love You,
Its about Loving without limitation,
expectation and Without any condition…
I Love You shona and I will there for you till the end,
Missing you more than anyone else… :’(
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After Reading This Poem Written By Nikita I Cried And Failed to Understand how Can Love gave her so Much pain and still managed to survive in her Heart ! Truly Nikita has defined Love "Love Is Another name Of Sacrifice" On her anniversary, as a gift she asked me to publish this poem.. i request you too to gift her a smile by Sharing this poem. Let her know that he may have failed to understand her love but we understood it and we will make this world Understand that Its real Love.
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